I hate you.

I hate you,
I hate your big white smile about to break in laugh when I used to make you laughing.
I hate your big brown deep eyes with those long infinity lashes.
I hate your smooth and perfect light brown hair when you take your hand through it, and I hate that hand, when it used to touch my body.
I hate your mouth and with when a rude interruption, when I was in the middle of saying a word, you kissed my lips.
I hate your pale white skin, the perfect tone to me.
I hate to miss the way you looked at me.
I hate when you never said “I love you” constantly, but when you did, was sincerely.
I hate you, I really hate you, but I love you coward. You just walked away like always, like the best thing you know to do. Disappearing, running away, hiding your face, breaking my life with no saying goodbyes.